Home

Advertisement

Jawbreakers [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
CHEERS TO JD!

[ USERINFO | TEE ]
[ ARCHIVE | PARTY ]

Links
[Links:| HELLO KITTY ]

(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2009|06:33 am]

teeara
5AM in the morning and I'm crying to myself thinking about Trianna. Although I'm not related to her but I feel for kids who are less unfortunate than me. This whole month of December, I am happier being around her. She just lightens up everything around me and brought in more laughter to my life. In just three weeks, I have build up a very close connection with her. I love her like a younger sister and someone who is part of my family. While I was with her, I thought her and tried to mould her to be a bright kid like how parents should be doing to their kids. Coming from a broken family with no home, my heart breaks every time I think about her situation.  
 

This Christmas, my family decided to bring her out to the resort since her parents didn't even make a slight initiation to see her during the festive holidays. Talk is cheap, stop because right now, the only thing they need to do is to find some brains. I worry about the times when she is put to some other places that we have no assurance that she'll be savfe. Gambling her childhood away is the last I want to hear of. Being with us, in Johore, I feel that she's more disciplined and healthy and clean - to think of it. And I just wish that things could be that way forever. We try to make the best time she's ever had while being with her and it sucks to leave her right after she's gone to sleep to go back to our everyday lives. I really don't know how this all happen, it's just so heartbreaking.


Knowing that I come from a happy family with the best childhood I've ever had. Being loved by everyone and having the best grandparents (Putri and Eyang Kakong), I am truly sorry for what Trianna has to go through. Everytime I look into her eyes while she's in a daze, I see confusion and the eyes of a thinker. I don't even think kids are supposed to think deep at all. That's why my family gives a whole of extra love and tender care towards this kid. 


And right now, I'm fucking ticked off at Khalid and Sarah (I am not even afraid to mention their names, mind you) what they did was a terrible, irresponsible act because at this point of time, their just giving this kid a hard childhood, life and the worst thing is that she doesn't even have a real home to back to. So these fucking parents can just go fuck off. 
 
 
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

I give good love [Dec. 26th, 2009|03:24 am]

nadnadnad

LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2009|08:30 pm]

eeqa
 dear power ranger,
if you think im merepek/nonsense then you should just tell me straight to the face.
slap me maybe.
try me. 

yours truly,
ZORDON
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

via germinal roaux [Dec. 25th, 2009|04:59 pm]

nadnadnad
[Music |satellite mind by metric]

 

whats up with people who give off negative vibes? its like, what the hell man? what?
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2009|01:41 am]

eeqa
its never abt me, its always about you.
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2009|02:34 pm]

eeqa
Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don’t trust them, but to see how much they’ll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back
Link 1 |GAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

sorry seems to be the fastest and easiest word. [Dec. 24th, 2009|11:01 am]

eeqa
 time and again.
you still dont learn, dont you?
you are always taking things lightly.
cos you know i will always come back to you no matter what.
maybe.
maybe.
just maybe.
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

1 . 4 4 a m [Dec. 24th, 2009|01:44 am]

hellosilenthill
oh imperfecto~
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

jual ikan cum periuk penuh tipuan [Dec. 23rd, 2009|11:46 pm]

eeqa
i still remember how i used to look up to you, how i used to tell her that you were the one for her. 
i remember how humble your smile is. your face your smile, it marks how nice you are.
i was trying so hard to understand the situation and believe that it wasnt your fault. but as days goes by, i realised you are the monster.
i tried accepting you as a friend, knowing that you will help me and be true to me, and hear all my shits, but you ended up being a total ass.
someone who just cant be bothered with anything else. but yourself. you never did fall before.
there you go giving people hopes and just crash it like that.
i dont understand why the others still accept you for who you are.
cos i cant take it anymore.
you are disgusting. you are worst then i could imagine.
you are just someone who cant accept defeat. someone who gets everything they want. someone who never did fall once.
thank you for everything you have done for me. i appreciate it.
but i just cant stand you, now.
you have just lost a friend whom you once cried to. a friend who have helped you a lot, having faith and believe in you. giving you all my support. i will NEVER trust you again. 
hear me out,
YOU WERE ONCE SOMEONE WHOM I RESPECT AND ADORE, NOW YOU ARE JUST A FRIEND, no not really, acquaintance would be perfecto. bodoh.

if your definition of 'friends' is putting your own relationship at risk, then you have so much to learn.
if your definition of 'loving someone' is hurting the other, then you have so much to learn.
you are drown in your own lies. you are crushing every girls heart youve met. and youre repeating your mistakes over and over AGAIN

i pity your victimSSSSSSSS. and please, dont think youre some big shot. cause youre nothing but a complete liar.  
false hopes, cheated feelings and bringing tears. thats what youre only good at giving.
you dont deserve her unconditional love for you. or anyone's for that matter.

one word. asshole. oh yes, you are.

have a blissful LIFE ahead. well,  GOOD LUCK,
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

2010 [Dec. 23rd, 2009|07:12 pm]

dirtysneaks
[Mood | relaxed]
[Music |The Classic Crime - Coldest Heart]

Let's cut to the chase, Joanna.

What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Snag an overseas boyfriend, went to Jakarta and Perth. 2 new places I've never been to.

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Yeah, I promised myself not to dye my hair in 2009 and kept the promise! -pats own back-
I want to tone down partying/drinking to every fortnight instead of every week come 2010.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
My sis

Did anyone close to you die?
Nope

What countries did you visit?
Malaysia, Indonesia, Australia

What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
More money defo.

What date(s) from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
30May. Heh. My birthday month was pretty epic too. And October where he spent 2 weeks here with me. Aww...

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Earned my own money for traveling, partying and shopping (broke days, mom helped a bit, thanks!), bought my own iPhone and paid my phone bills... and not getting caught for a LOT of things nyehehe!

What was your biggest failure?
Falling sick almost every other month

Did you suffer illness or injury?
The worst viral fever for a week :/

What was the best thing you bought?
Ask me what was the best thing I did NOT buy... :P

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Some friends I got to know this year betrayed me. What's new? People like to hate the beauty with brains. LOL.

Where did most of your money go?
Traveling and phone bills. Urgh.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Britney Spears (!!!) and Pee Wee Gaskins. Finally caught the latter but it'd been better with him beside me :(

What songs will always remind you of 2009?
ADTR - If It Means Alot To You
PWG - Dibalik Hari Esok
Lady Gaga - Monster
Oh and Britney's new album, for obvious reasons

Compared to this time last year, are you...
i. happier or sadder? this time last year, i was lost, fucked up and heartless. so what do you think?
ii. thinner or fatter? the same i think but slightly more toned. my arms and legs especially!
iii. richer or poorer? richer. HEH.

How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent it with my family, my solid girl friends and a sundry food! We had a huge turkey and pumpkin pie, bitches.

Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yeah I think I did hehe. It changed me a bit, I smile to myself a lot more.

What was your favorite TV program?
Gossip Girl duh

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I can't seem to hate people -.-

What was the best book you read?
The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold / Why Men Love Bitches by Sherry Argov

What was your favorite film of this year?
You mean worst? 2009 had shitty movies!

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Too versatile to even pin-point. For casuals, mostly big prints, summer colours, dresses, LA or Cali inspired. For nights out, chic, classy, black & gold, NYLON (New York+London). I finally taught myself eye make-up!

What kept you sane?
Herbal, yell-cohol, p***

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Lady Gaga 2009 ftw

Who did you miss?
Hmm..

Who was the best new person you met?
I met Kris Roe and hung out with Parkway Drive. Nuff said.

Was 2009 a good year for you?
No complains! >>>The Ataris<<<

What was your favorite moment of the year?
When someone finally had the guts to ask me to be his girlfriend... and our bong nights as well! <3

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
When I get increasingly annoyed by people below the age of 21 who are stupid, self-centered, wine about their love life, think highly of themselves when they've achieved nothing and brag about stuff that wasn't even bought with their own money. Kids can be so gross. 

Where were you when 2009 began?
Getting wasted by the quay with someone and a bunch of people I just got acquainted with on new year's eve itself.

Where will you be when 2009 ends?
Preferably having a nice dine-out with the girls at a rooftop club :D

Did you break up with anyone in 2009?
Sort of I guess? :/ Wait, no, we just stopped dating.

Did you make any new friends in 2009?
Not as many as 2008. I like it that way.

Who are your favorite new friends?
Ashri, Haikal, Sya, Lyds, Alippo, Anna and Carl

How many different states did you travel to in 2009?
I think 5.

How many concerts did you see in 2009?
ALOT!

Did you have a favorite concert in 2009?
Britney Spears in Perth

Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2009?
What kinda question is this? Everyone knows I'm straight edge and only drink alcohol to TASTE it. Bahahaha!

Did you do a lot of drugs in 2009?
Herbal and Eee..err san se! HAHA!

Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Not really. 

What was the worst lie someone told you in 2009?
I think everyone lies to me :)

What was your proudest moment of 2009?
Appeared on the local newspapers? Credit goes to my boss though

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2009?
I puked infront of my baby sis one drunk night. DNW.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2009 and change something, what would it be?
I wish Bring Me The Horizon REALLY played in Jakarta la fuck.

What are your plans for 2010?
Earn more money, go to Soundwave and fuck all the local concerts, visit my family in London, holiday in Bandung, Bangkok and Ko Samui/Ko Pangan and shop like mad with my girl friends in Melbourne and Sydney.
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

The Penis Mentality. [Dec. 23rd, 2009|12:18 am]

nadnadnad
 
Link 2 |GAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2009|08:02 pm]

eeqa
 F. TOO MUCH
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

Shes got electric boots, a mohair suit. [Dec. 22nd, 2009|01:26 am]

nadnadnad
[Music |bennie and the jets by elton john]

LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

ANNUAL SURVEY [Dec. 22nd, 2009|12:24 am]

teeara
[Music |Detroit by Fireworks]

What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Hooked up with an ex boyfriend.

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Yea. My resolution was to stop making anymore resolutions.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Technically , yes.

Did anyone close to you die?
Yes. More than close. My nana.

What countries did you visit?
Batam. Barely went anywhere. Was saving up for next year.

What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2010?
Perhaps a measure of financial stability. Or an education. You know, whatever.

What date(s) from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
10 October. It was the last time I saw Nana and spent my birthday with her. Last day ever before she went 

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I've never achieved anything in my life.

What was your biggest failure?
Every day I fail a little bit more.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes. Biggest surgery. Got my wisdom tooth extracted.

What was the best thing you bought?
Flight of the Conchords, Season One and Two.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
I think I'm getting better, too. And my friends have been great to me this year.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
He who shall remain nameless.

Where did most of your money go?
Bills, cigarettes, gas, food.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
2009 was really hazy for me I can't even remember.

What songs will always remind you of 2009?
"Yes" by LMFAO
"Bad Romance" by Lady Gaga
"Ignorance" by Paramore

Compared to this time last year, are you...
i. happier or sadder? Happier, I'd say. Life is tough, but oh well.
ii. thinner or fatter? Thinner, most likely.
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer! Whenever I think I'm as poor as I could possibly be, I fall deeper into poverty. YEAH!

What do you wish you'd done more of?
Cleaning, probably. Sleeping, too. I didn't sleep much.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
Procrastinate and falling into complacency 

How will you be spending Christmas?
Might spent Xmas eve with a bunch of friends, then I'll spend time with my family on Xmas day itself and I'm intending to get wasted on Boxing Day

Did you fall in love in 2009?
Not. I was very lustful

What was your favorite TV program?
Skins, Chuck and Friday Night Lights

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No, I have resentments, but I don't really hate anyone. And nothing new, I hate my Dad's side of the family

What was the best book you read?
Middlesex, maybe. Or NIXONLAND. Was that this year or last year?

What was your greatest musical discovery?
NELLIE MCKAY.

What did you want and get?
Moolah

What did you want and not get?
A steady job.

What was your favorite film of this year?
Shutter Island

What did you do on your birthday, and how old?
It was my 18th this year. I spent the early night with my late Nana and booked a hotel room to party with my friends. 

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If there's one thing this year was, it was satisfying. I am satisfied.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Knee length colored skirts, t-shirts, cardigans sneakers and cotton bags

What kept you sane?
Anthony Green, staying in my room.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Nellie McKay! I love her!

What political issue stirred you the most?
Don't get me started!

Who did you miss?
Deena. This whole year, only got high with her once. -,-

Who was the best new person you met?
Ian

Was 2009 a good year for you?
It was an intense, difficult and a hazy year but also full of joy. So yes, in the end, it was a good year.

What was your favorite moment of the year?
My lips are sealed.

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Most of the first six months were pretty miserable.

Where were you when 2009 began?
By the park.

Who were you with?
Family and yea, there's no alcohol

Where will you be when 2009 ends?
Not sure exactly. Hopefully a party.

Who will you be with when 2009 ends?
FRIENDS then will run over to my family.

Did you break up with anyone in 2009?
YES.

Did you make any new friends in 2009?
Yeah, for sure!

Who are your favorite new friends?
I don't play favorites.

What was your favorite month of 2009?
Well, the whole summer was magical, pretty much. Fall was nice. October was great. November sucked. December is pretty great, too. So I don't know.

How many different states did you travel to in 2009?
None!

Dyou lose anybody close to you in 2009?
YES

How many concerts did you see in 2009?
Remembered going to Of Montreal

Did you have a favorite concert in 2009?
It's hard to choose between two shows by the same band.

Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2009?
Yes was pretty much intoxicated

Did you do a lot of drugs in 2009?
Smoked pot a lot.

Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Sort of.

What was the worst lie someone told you in 2009?

I've been lied to so often, it doesn't even phase me anymore.

Did you treat somebody badly in 2009?

Yes.

Did somebody treat you badly in 2009?

Oh, yes.

What was your proudest moment of 2009?
I don't think I've done much to be proud of this year.

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2009?
Ehhh.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2009 and change something, what would it be?
I don't know. Well maybe I wish I worked harder so I don't need to retain my first year.

What are your plans for 2010?
Find a job. Go to school. Be happy. Work fucking hard and have good sex.
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

I feel it in between my fingers [Dec. 21st, 2009|11:31 pm]

teeara
[Music |Fever by Adam Lambert]

Sometimes this hanging-out-with-new-people thing is intrusively unfamiliar. Just a feeling, like when you go bowling yo know you're in someone else's shoes. 
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2009|02:18 pm]

nadnadnad
hello guys. celebrity deaths are quite amazing, dont you think? i always have this perception that celebrities wont die. they'll always be there, that kind of thing. i mean, im not stupid yeah. i know theyre human *roll eyes* okay whatever. its just a random thought cos i just found out that brittany murphys dead.

ugh. death. depressing and scary.
Link 1 |GAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2009|03:18 am]

eeqa
 hot saliva, watery.
body aching.
cold sweat.
FEVER. confirm.
goodnight.
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2009|01:00 am]

eeqa
 i didnt get to watch avatar.
angry much. so we just head off to lotsa shopping centres and window shop.
we spent a lot of time talking, i was so happy.
i had fun with her today. we went to our fav spot, kgc to have the fav gado-gado with nice lime juice.
met twins later, and we were off to nabins. 
super huge lah. i love it. 
but there is this guy who kept on pestering me if he could join us for our monopoly game, like three times.
he even followed me to the toilet and waited for me. giler per.
mau fight?
yadh came later with the rest, to join our monopoly game which they find boring.
dont know how to play whatttttt. but he won. haiss.
luqman sent me home, pap pap pap. you like it?!
they very fascinated by the nice lights at the swimming pool. took pictures and go home.
thank you very much.
i love hannah banana.
and papika. ehheeee. 
baju eh lawa.
LinkGAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

*grin* [Dec. 20th, 2009|11:30 pm]

dirtysneaks
[Mood | bitchy]
[Music |Florence & The Machine - Rabbit Heart]

I don't understand humans. Why can't they just leave others alone? We're not your friend neither are we part of your family. So why are you being ever so "caring" and hard up on how we should lead our lives? Eh, please la. Fuck off can?

The most useless annoying bunch of losers are those who try to intrude in other people's lives. It's even sadder when its online. Tsk tsk. We're ALL fucked up, don't act all saintly or give suggestions on how people should act or dress or eat or sleep their AGE. Since when was there a guideline on how to lead your life according to how old you are? You obviously can't stand knowing how WE live, then stop READING about it. If your life is really that much of a bore, I would strongly suggest you go kill yourself. Just sayin' Heh.

Be careful, sometimes my mouth can be really salty :D That has always been my dream actually. To be able to mindfuck someone to commit suicide. Oh, what a wonderful world I'd live in. Hehe. And today, I learn that I have the power to tarnish people's names without even having an intention to do so :/ Sorry Azri Azri Azri, you seem like a nice guy, totally legit :)
Link

Perfect 10 [Dec. 20th, 2009|06:55 pm]

teeara
[Music |Shane Dawson TV]

I haven't been updating Livejournal at all and now I've noticed that we're coming to an end of the year. So to say, this is the time where I shall produce my very own top ten of everything. Here we go December. (Lists not in sequence)

Top 10 songs

  1. "All Is Love" by Karen O and the Kids
  2. "Stadium Love" by Metric
  3. "All We Ask" by Grizzly Bear
  4. "Intro" by The XX
  5. "It's a Plague" by Progress in Color
  6. "Angelitos Negros" by Cat Power
  7. "Howls" by Florence and the Machines
  8. "Melee" by Russian Circles
  9. "Forzen Creek" by Anthony Green
  10. "My Girls" by Animal Collective
Top 10 Albums
  1. "Where the WIld Things Are" by Karen O and the Kids
  2. "Lungs" by Florence and the Machines
  3. "It's Blitz" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
  4. "Sainthood" by Tegan & Sara
  5. "Geneva" by Russian Circles
  6. "XX" by The XX
  7. “Veckatimest” by Grizzly Bear
  8. "Middle Cyclone" by Neko Case
  9. "Axe to Fall" by Converge
  10. "Brand New Eyes" by Paramore
Top 10 Music Videos
  1. "For Your Entertainment" by Adam Lambert
  2. "Little Bribes" by Death Cab for Cutie
  3. "Two Weeks" by Grizzly Bear
  4. "Disappear" by Motion City Soundtrack
  5. "Summertime" by Animal Collective
  6. "When I Grow Up" by Fever Ray
  7. "Daniel" by Bat For Lashes
  8. "I'm Confused" by Handsome Furs
  9. "Dear Child (I've Been Trying to Reach You)" by Anthony Green
  10. "Weak Man" Good Old War
Top 10 Movies
  1. Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian
  2. The Soloist
  3. Funny People
  4. I Love You, Man
  5. Whip It
  6. Where the Wild Things Are
  7. The Hangover
  8. Up
  9. Year One
  10. Shutter Island
These are the list that I could think of for now. Till then.
Link 4 |GAVE ME TOOTHPASTE

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]

Advertisement